I have been dealing with a lot of Satan's attacks the last month. It is wild how much the Adversary works, but he does. And the more I give in to his temptations and to his wild accusations, I give him breathe and let him live.
I will not let him live. Not through me or in me. I am God's. God claimed me with His blood and I am His.
I have been dealing with the issue of doubt like crazy within the past few weeks. Satan has shoving down several things down my throat and my heart has been dealing with it and my mind has been going crazy. My last entry, though, was a revelation God gave me. It was reassurance that He is the Most Wise and is simply the Truth... He melted my doubt with His love.
For those who didn't read my revelation, I will attach it to the bottom of this entry. Honestly, it may not mean much to you but it really shook me. I have never had such an intimate experience with the Lord before, but in the name of Jesus Christ... He confronted me with dear, dear, dear love.
"Beloved, beloved, beloved. Stop looking up in the clouds expecting My works to drop down upon you. Stop begging for signs and confirmations. Just trust me, My works are in Your life. I have My hand upon you!
Trust me, trust me, trust me.
How can a servant be impatient? How can a servant lack trust? And you are My son! My beloved child! How can you lack trust to a perfect Father? I will not fail you like your parents… beloved, I see all that was, all that is, and all that will be and I have planned great things for you. Your parents can only see so much and their plans are made according to their faulty human abilities. Their hearts may have intentions to be wise in their guidance of your life, but they lack what I have… eternal wisdom.
My child, my dear child, my Light is in you. My child, my Spirit is in you. My grace is in your life. I will lead you on My path, I will comfort you on My path, I will be with you always on My path… and if you take a wrong turn, My arm will extend to you with forgiving mercy, always and always.
Come to My presence in thanks, My child. Not with a heart fueled with desire. I will give to you always and always, for My Love and Wisdom is abundant, but recognize what has been given. My blessings extend beyond the second they fall upon you. When you recognize what I have poured unto you… you may not have your confirmation and sign, but you shall have Mine!"
I must close these things in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.
Beloved, beloved, beloved. Stop looking up in the clouds expecting My works to drop down upon you. Stop begging for signs and confirmations. Just trust me, My works are in Your life. I have My hand upon you!
Trust me, trust me, trust me.
How can a servant be impatient? How can a servant lack trust? And you are My son! My beloved child! How can you lack trust to a perfect Father? I will not fail you like your parents… beloved, I see all that was, all that is, and all that will be and I have planned great things for you. Your parents can only see so much and their plans are made according to their faulty human abilities. Their hearts may have intentions to be wise in their guidance of your life, but they lack what I have… eternal wisdom.
My child, my dear child, my Light is in you. My child, my Spirit is in you. My grace is in your life. I will lead you on My path, I will comfort you on My path, I will be with you always on My path… and if you take a wrong turn, My arm will extend to you with forgiving mercy, always and always.
Come to My presence in thanks, My child. Not with a heart fueled with desire. I will give to you always and always, for My Love and Wisdom is abundant, but recognize what has been given. My blessings extend beyond the second they fall upon you. When you recognize what I have poured unto you… you may not have your confirmation and sign, but you shall have Mine!
My friends started a band. So far we cover hollaback girl, and that was magical. I started taking SAT classes at New Hope. I have been running off the inspiration of Hillsong United's divine music. Really feasting on the glorious Scriptures. There is a network rising of BCs against the Church, which is quite interesting to see. My parents acknowledge that Moon is senile, and have grown a strong dislike of In Jin. My dad has a job and we're moving to Malaysia next year. I cannot wait to go to BYU. Erika applied to BYU, which is sweet. I love Sims 3.
I have decided to follow Jesus; I have decided to follow Jesus; I have decided to follow Jesus; No turning back, no turning back. Though I may wonder, I still will follow; Though I may wonder, I still will follow; Though I may wonder, I still will follow; No turning back, no turning back. The world behind me, the cross before me; The world behind me, the cross before me; The world behind me, the cross before me; No turning back, no turning back. Though none go with me, still I will follow; Though none go with me, still I will follow; Though none go with me, still I will follow; No turning back, no turning back. No turning back, no turning back. Will you decide now to follow Jesus? Will you decide now to follow Jesus? Will you decide now to follow Jesus?
True
